ACK - IT SENT MY GIFT CARD TO THE WRONG ACCOUNT...

Well'p...

Gotta hate when that happens! 😩

On the upside, I still have a $5 gift card from playing games with Mistplay watching my progress. 🤔

I usually get $5-$10 gift cards every few months. 🤩

It's not bad for just playing games and keeping to myself. 😅

I had to stop myself from being annoyed. My neighbor isn't taking a hint that I don't want to add her on every single messaging app she can find.

I can't delete her from Snapchat without blocking her. She's added me from two accounts. She tried adding me on FB. On there, she immediately tried to add me to a group conversation full of people I never asked to talk to. 

She wonders why I don't respond anymore..? I don't want to be added to clusterfuck conversation lists... 😩

I don't really want to talk to people she knows.

I don't really want to talk to her. 👀

I'm tired of getting 30 texts a day from 4 phone numbers.

I'm tired of bumping into her, and trying to make an excuse for being a shit friend.

I'm just sick of dealing with her... 😮‍💨

DISCORDANT THOUGHTS

Joined two new

Discord servers.

Feeling good about it. Joined an art one, and another music/crafting one.

I'm hungry. 😩 Time for more borcht? 🤔

I ate my final onion rings. I'm feeling like the amount of bloating I had from the borcht last night doesn't entirely scare me off.

🤷🏽

BEARD HATS AND A CROCHETED BLANKET PROJECT

I have plans to crochet a beard hat. Doing a beanie first. I have another pattern for a Gatsby-style hat.

Doing a blanket. It was missing for months; it ended up being under my boyfriend's coffee table... 😅

Been doing lots of crochet. 

The hat isn't progressing very fast.

I MIGHT DO CROCHET. 

I CANT SLEEP, ANYWAY...

😩💤

SO BLOATED THAT I CAN'T SLEEP

I'm so full.

Omg. 😩

I'm wiped.. I can't sleep. I will soon, though.

I'm chatting with my Dad. We don't have the closest relationship, but we're doing good keeping up more these days.

My buddy, CJ, has been frustrated with Fortnite. I'm not sure of the appeal. I don't play games. I don't know what the game itself is about - a battle royale? There's a version that's a racing game. My boyfriend has that.

I hope my boyfriend gets a terabyte. He needs space for all his games. He's constantly getting new ones. He wouldn't have to delete so many if he had more space.

I'm sooooo full. Omg. I can't sleep without being propped up. Ugh. I still want snacks. Not cool.

I'm wiped. Ugh. I'm watching a new TV show, called "Jury Duty". It's airing on Amazon. It's pretty cool. The premise is the whole cast is actors participating in a trial. Only, there's a solo dude who was cast as a legit person. It's about him reacting to the stuff happening. Very Truman Show.

Ugh. 

Time to lay down. 

Ughhhh. 😮‍💨

BAH. MY BOYFRIEND IS ASLEEP 😭

I wish he was awake.

I'm bored, and wanted to chat.

I literally have wayyyy too many over-processed pics of him asleep. He's so cute ❤️✨

Realistically, I should sleep soon. I'm wiped out, haven't slept much in days. 

I just have to store my borcht.

I'm tired. I don't wanna deal with it. I know if I don't, the ants will take an interest. I don't wanna wake up later and fine a column of them ruining my soup.

I really just wanna lay down.

I'm wiped. 😩

I'm not sure how much longer I'll be up.

MY HAIR TURNED INTO VELCRO

I had run a lighter

Down my extensions.

Little did I know, it would turn my hair into a wild mat of velcro.

The cuffs are cute, but sharp.

I was not thrilled.

I spent the weekend trimming it. I'm told it would take a hairdresser an hour. It took me 3 days to get through ½. I'm too tired tonight to try the other side.

I'm still hungry. 😩

Good thing I have a lot of borcht.😎

I have plans to store it in sandwich bags in my freezer. I just need it to cool off a lot more. 😋

I'm sooooo itchy. Omgggg. 😭

This hair is in for another month. I suspect I will be hosing the roots down with liquified calamine lotion spray.

The first time my dad saw me with box braids, he tried to upset me by calling it a wig.

"You're not wrong."

He decided to call it Barbie hair.

"You're not wrong."

I'm not sure if he thought it looked cheap? Idk. I did my own for about a year or two before beginning to hire out instead.

My alternate braider lady is a sweet person. I'm glad I have two reliable braiders. The second lady is considerably cheaper. They're both really cool.

Ugh...

I think it's calamine time. ⚡

NO-THANK-YOU SOUP

I made borcht.🔥

Mmmm, soup my boyfriend would hate!

My boyfriend hates 99% 

Of the ingredients. 😩

He hates vegetables AND fruits, weirdly enough. He's not a fan of a lot of certain vegetables in particular. Whenever I add onions to things, I mince them very fine because he doesn't like visible clues it's in things.

He equally dislikes fruit. 

Whenever we have it at his place, it's for me. 

He never eats like an apple for the fuck if it. He got me a melon this weekend, he doesn't like those at all. It was juicy, and was nice while I felt dehydrated. He's never eaten a raw cherry with a seed in it - he was mystified to how people spit them out, mid-munch. I tried to get him to try a dragonfruit slice, but he found it sour and icky.

I'm looking forward to the soup cooling. I'm hungry, enough to be bothered. I've got remnants of all sorts of snacks from the day ~

I have the A&W recipe. Even better at home~!

Fried rice is nice ✨

The borcht smells good, earthy and warm. Being made mostly of root vegetables and cabbage, it's the perfect late night dinner. Sinfully delicious, topped with a creamy dollop of sour cream. 

Mmm... 🤓

Can't wait to eat that 🥄🖐🏼😋👍🏼

I'M SOOOOOO TIRED!

I've had about

10 hrs of sleep in 3 days.

=___=;

I slept today from 11 AM - 2 PM. I slept yesterday from 10 AM - 5 PM. I slept the day before from 11 AM - 3 PM.

So.. 14 hrs in 3 days..?

Not very much.

I'm making borcht. I'm making a vegetarian version. I've never had it with beef or pork. Neither idea appeals to me. 

I'm not sure if my sour cream went bad yet... 🤔

My boyfriend appears to be asleep.

He's super cute when he sleeps. ❤️✨

I'm bummed a bit because I want to chat him up. He does find me a bit boring after a while: I'm a chatty mofo, so I can see why that gets old.

My braids are sooooo itchy. I think part of it is cheap box braid hair. I think a big part of it is whatever they're using on my roots to hold the braid-anchors.

I had a lot of fun getting these done. My alternate braider-lady is very sweet, and works fast!

I'm trying to drink coffee (I make terrible coffee) with cardamom and frothed milk.. attempting to dampen how bad the coffee I made comes out.

Working on a new album, again based on my time on Rapchat.

He makes for a cute album cover ❤️

I had to edit the previous entries. One came out at 7 AM originally. The other was about 9 AM. The third is closer to 11:26 PM ish.

I JUST WANNA HUG & KISSINGER YOU

I'm done my dinner.

I miss my boyfriend 💔

I'm hoping he calls soon.

He's planning to come down for Tuesday. Wednesday is Valentine's Day. I'm hoping to go on a dinner date with him to either A&W, Mr. Mike's, or a Chinese restaurant I like downtown.

It's nice to have someone on Valentine's Day. 😎✨

He's my gentle beast. ❤️

THE SWEETEST OF THE BEASTS

Working on a song

About my boyfriend ❤️

My boyfriend is sick of my songs. There seems to be a new song about him every week. 🤷🏽

I like doing them. He's stuck with them for now. 😂

I love the dude. I wrote two separate songs about him: "The Sweetest of the Beasts", & "I Just Wanna Hug and Kissinger You". Both are silly. Very silly.

A recent song was inspired by Peter Frampton and Burger King: "I'll make you a Whopper of a deal - you keep me around, I'll keep you happy.."; "Have it your way, once in a while.."; "Every day, I love your way..."

Lol... 😄

UGH!

I still feel tired,

Despite a little nap. 😩

My extensions are making me itchy. I think it's the fake hair. I think it has something to do with how cheap they are. I don't get many of them at regular local prices. I did get an orange and a green set that was pretty nice, locally, though.

I'm exhausted.

I will likely go back to bed soon. 

I might put up the newer National Geographic poster my boyfriend gave me, to replace one I defaced when I had my last insanity session.

Ugh...

I don't wanna be tired!

I had small designs on doing a drag video for my YouTube channel tonight, but I don't think I'll be getting to it.

My worker-of-the-week comes tomorrow. I'm looking forward to having her help me clean up my apartment. Without them, my apartment would be a complete dive. I appreciate them a lot~!

I've been really excited about this blog all day. Every few hours, I think of adding a new entry. Knowing me, it will peter off in a few days.

Ugh!

I HAD A NAP

I'm waking up from

A short nap.

My head is pounding a bit. I'm tired. I feel somewhat better, having slept. ✨

I hope that my boyfriend calls soon. ❤️ 

I was at his place for most of last week. He was sick, so I went to take care of him. We hadn't had a lot of snacks there, so I brought stuff up for us ~ popcorn, Cheezies, & apples. 

I made Korean beef for him, the first night (Tuesday). I had brought up a sauce I made, in a Magic Bullet cup. It was pretty good. I would really like to make it again soon. The white wine in it is nice. I ended ordering new soy sauce and sesame oil for next week.

I'm pretty hungry now. I don't feel like finishing my big plate of homemade onion rings. Bummer.

I think I should make dinner. Not sure what to make, exactly.

I'm sipping on a frozen watermelon, matcha, sugar and milk smoothie. It's tasty. Kinda makes me want a Matcha Monsoon smoothie from Booster Juice. 🤔

Ugh.

I'm ready to chill. 

I'm ready to rock.

SOME THINKINGS I THOUGHT

Made it home.

It's snowing pretty good outside.

My boyfriend was dismayed that I went home as soon as he woke up. I felt bad about it, but I haven't recorded any songs this weekend.

If Rapchat would work, I could do a song. Seems like I will have to rip the recording of the base beat for the song and work it up on Bandlab. (Check me on those @noyesbonne, if you're interested...)

I'm thirsty! And, by that I mean I need water. I've been dehydrated a bit lately. It sucks. 

Not too sure what I'll be up to, outside of a few recordings.

Music took over my life in a way that writing never had, previously.

I mean to come back to it, so here I am. 🤓

THINKING ABOUT DRAG STUFF

Haven't done drag 

In around a year...

Not sure when I'll get back to it. Not sure what to do with it -- YouTube videos? Instagram glam shots..? No idea.

I mean, I like doing drag. I just don't know what to do with it, or where I wanna go with it: do I wanna be a rockstar comedian? 

I don't know. 

I just don't.

I hope I do soon... ❤️

THE DEEP THOUGHT FROM THE SMALL HEAD

Just kidding. 

Not today.

I have kept journals since 1997. That seems like a long time. Woof.. that's like 27 years. Wtf...

This blog is from 2019. I haven't done much with it, unfortunately. I hope to rectify this. 

🤓

BACK, BACK, BACK AGAIN

Wikka-wikka SLIM SHADY, WAHHHHH!!

..anyway.

Here I am again, another day up without sleep. Well. I got up at 2 PM yesterday, it's now 7 AM. I think I'll go home early today. Do a little singing at home.

I haven't kept a journal-blog in for-ev-ahh, so here I am. Here I be. 

Ihy vill SUR-VEEVE!

..anyway.

Just in case someone gets mad I sniped this username, maybe I should make some good out of this, and post once in a while.